Hun on here your never alone. You can ask anything of any of us and we will be here for you. I bet your alot tougher and stronger than you know. I think all of us on here that have gong through suffering, has made us fragile, but eventually we become stronger with sure will and welth of information we gain from this forum.
Life has handed us so much...as of yesterday I received a email from my son's new wife. Telling me that I am no longer his mother and my grandbaby is no longer my grandbaby and that they are going to get a restraing order against me ...right. Because they now live back in my town. I have done nothing to deserve that, had me pretty up-set yesterday.
So today I am going to find out if I can if I can some how be entitled to visitation to my grandchild. Zachary is my step-son, and have raised him for 24 years, but his father and I divorced years ago in 97...so calling a lawyer to see if I have any rights at all..
So take good care, keep positive, I know it's hard...
Thinking of you