hi everyone,I'm renee. i'm really not sure what to do..really glad this site is here,it's been really helpful.:)so,about me... i've had constipation problems as long as i can remember(I'm 18 now) my doctor put me on miralax last year and it's helped-i felt almost normal for the longest time,except i'm vegan and do have to be very careful what i eat. but i went home to visit for awhile because my dad is having some problems,and i like totally snapped under the stress and ate all the wrong things. i've been back at school for a week now,and it's been about a week and a half since i had a bm.(so mad at myself for eating all of the junk I did...grr!) i've tried everything,and i'm getting so scared! even mag.citrate,but all i did was pass liquid. i went to the ER and he said no blockage(this was before I took the citrate) and that he thought I would be okay if I took it. idk what to do...I feel like I'm gonna die,I'm in pain.:( i have to go back to school,but i just feel so awful. does anyone have any advice for this? I think if I could just find something that would clean me out my bowel function would return to my "normal." or at least,I pray it will. i've been eating because the doc told me not to stop,but I'm feeling so sick I'm gonna fast until I'm better,I'm always so scared my intestines might pop or something. (everyone says it's irrational,but they all have functioning digestive systems!)do you think this my make me go,if I don't eat for awhile?what do they do if none of the laxatives work,not even a water-enema? I've been reading about the test for cholonic inertia,and I talked to my doctor about it,but the miralax had started working,so we hadn't discussed it further. I'm scared to have surgery,to have my colon removed at only 18,so I think I've been putting off getting a diagnosis. does anyone have any ideas for what I should do?I'm going back to the ER tomorrow,dunno what they'll do to help,they seem to have no clue.:( good luck to everyone here-ypu all see like really kind people.hopefully we'll all feel better soon,this sucks!