Doreen So sorry for your loss. I lost my father a year ago last Oct, I still have a hard time. All I can tell you as I have lost my 18 yr old son to a impaired driver in 2000, that its just day by day and you have to walk through the pain. For me I did not feel that it ever got easier, cuz If I think about
it for a sec. I am still bawling my eyes out.
But what seems to happen is as time passes you get busy with your life and the thoughts and grief are not in your face every second of the day, so in that way it gets better. Plus I had a cousin that comitted sucide on Dec 1, so it been quite a sad holiday for many. So just know that your not alone, and we will all be praying for you and your mum.