I haven't been on for a long time. I have actually been reversed since 2009 but I am still struggling with complications from the surgeries.
I have fistulas. It took almost 6 months for them to figure it out; they thought it was an ovarian cyst. When they did an MRI they said it was fistulas with a gas filled pocket and all kinds of stuff. I am in so much pain. I have a gastrografin enema tomorrow and, with the hemorrhoids and the fistulas, I am really worried that this exam is going to cause even more pain.
When will this all be over?
On top of that, my husband was offered a new job which would change our insurance. Which means a new deductible, higher premiums and a lapse in coverage. It looks like we are facing another surgery in the next couple weeks and this job is just going to make it more difficult.
When it rains it pours. I can't believe I have put my husband through all this. I HAVE to deal with this because it's my life; He chose me and our life together. I wonder if he regrets it.
Please send positive thoughts our way.