today i broke down at school after class .
it's just now sinking in that i am HAVING SURGERY !
i am so overwhelmed i feel like my life is going to drastically change i personally dont struggle with self immage problems but pooping from my side emptying it out into a toliet PRETTY SURE i will acidentily get it on my hand ..... iam just freaking out i found out that i am going to an alternative school that is connected still with my school its so people can basically move at their own pace! I know i need this because i am credits behind but now my electives are going to be dropped and i am really sad about it . i even cried to my german teacher because i <3 love her class so much.
I know i shouldnt worry a lot of people are telling me ill be ok but my emotions are scared