As I'm sitting here and I find it hard to catch my breath!!! I've been in a relationship for almost years. We are both divorced, his was much worse than mine. Anyway he's stuggled with Anxiety ever since we've been together. Everything seemed good most of the time.
3 days ago he blindsided me and told me that he had to end our relationship that he was depresed. His therapist encouraged him to end it 3 months previous. He said he loved me and couldn't stand the idea of hurting me.
He's scheduled to see a psychiatrist in a couple weeks. I was so unaware how bad it was so I was less than supportive when he said he needed go back on his meds.
His entire family had deserted him during his divorce and it cute his heart. His children cut him off at first and barley ever see him. He said that it is so bad, it's like he's on a plane thats going down and you are supposed to put your oxygen mask first. He said He us spiraling out of control and has to do it alone. I will not give up on him. I promised to be there for him at least as a friend.
I've done so much research over the couple days... all I xan say is I just didn't understand the depth of despair he is feeling. I breaks my heart even now knowing hiw he's suffered. I joined a therapy supportvtrou. I have to find some kind of understanding!!
Post Edited (tracy458) : 7/29/2017 3:05:22 PM (GMT-6)