It hurts so bad to go. I feel urgency and try to hold it as long as i can to train my pouch. I sit on the toilet and there is stool almost all of the time but I feel like I just sit there and strain.
It feels like back when I had colitis and have what I feel is similar to the “dry heaves” until it feels like my insides are gonna come out. It’s so painful. It’s not just butt burn. It feels so raw inside. Is this normal? It hurts to sit bc the inside hurts so much. Ugh i can’t wait to go to the doc at this point.
I feel like I’m just existing and waiting for it to get better. But it’s not. I know it takes time, but it’s getting worse I feel. I go 15+ times a day and that’s with an immodium in the am and pm.
I don’t even want to eat in the evening bc I am just so tired of going at that point. I’d rather starve than keep feeling this crappy. I have no ide how much weight I’m losing but i don’t care!
Post Edited (Doggiedo) : 11/12/2017 6:45:19 PM (GMT-7)