Thank you Susan for writing. Not sure what prompted me to start this thread, but I am glad I did. There are times when the realization of having cancer sets in and you just sit back and think of the what ifs. Then reality comes back and for I realize that all I have is love, regardless what love looks like, that is what I have, and I appreciative to the caregivers and spouses that try so hard to love us men unconditionally. Thanks to everyone for sharing and I hope this thread gets more attention. There is some healing that goes along with bearing your emotions.
peace and love