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Posted 3/1/2009 10:08 AM (GMT -8)
You really are the best Jim!  Thanks for the kind words!   

Posted 5/23/2009 8:09 PM (GMT -8)
Time for an update. I have a CT lung scan coming up on 6/3 and a PSA test in July. Looking for nothing in the scan and zero on the PSA test.

I hit a real low spot last month and stayed there till a couple of days ago. I hate depression, not only because it is very dangerous and makes everyone around me miserable, but also because it sneaks up on me. I hate to admit I have it and let it go far too long before taking action.

This time it was low T again. I've been giving myself shots in the side of the thigh for the past couple of months and noticed that my legs would get sore for a few days after the shot. So I had MaryLu give me a shot in the butt which is where she always gave them to me in the past. Inside of two days I was back. I think the shots weren't absorbing right when I gave them to myself.

Now I know this is off topic and the reason I post it is that, once again, I failed to listen to my body until it got too painful. My good friends Bluebird and Swim keep telling me, "Jim listen to your body." But I don't listen very well.

During the past 2 1/2 since my PCa dx I have had to change my outlook and reaction to lots of life's challenges and I would never have made it without the help, encouragement and occasional kick in the pants from you here on HW.

Thank you my good friends...

Jim
Posted 5/24/2009 1:31 PM (GMT -8)
Hi Jim,
Oh what I would give to borrow your injections...You have a couple big days coming, but I know you will do just fine. Make sure ML sticks ya good...LOL. I get your butt away from depression. I have a suggestion, get a shot, fire up that bike and enjoy the Spring while it's still here. When you get back we'll be here to cheer you on. I love ya brother!

Peace!

Tony
Posted 5/25/2009 2:40 PM (GMT -8)
Jim,
I'm so sorry to hear that the T-bomb depression hit you again. You and I are really something! The past couple of months I've also been bottoming out with depression. I had a hernia surgery in Feb and then a cervical fusion in March which is still giving me problems. I've been posting on the cronic pain forum here at Healing Well as there are so many others who deal with pain everyday of their lives. A couple of weeks ago, I posted here on the PC forum when I thought I was posting on CP. The title of my thread was "Can't stop crying." When I realized what I had done, I went back in and erased everything I wrote except the title! I couldn't figure out how to get rid of it. Then people started posting on it, some I knew from the old days and some new members asking what was wrong. Feeling really stupid and bad that I left it open, I went back and explained what I had what I had been through, that I was having trouble in my 28 year marrage, was constantly crying and was seriously depressed. Then came our old pal Bill to the rescue! Jetguy wrote over a couple times asking me to call him which I didn't right away being so down and ashamed of myself. He finally called me and calmed me down. Just knowing how much he cared really touched me and helped so much! I've been getting better but as you know, it ain't easy! Lisa and I are in councelling and doing much better. Depression sucks!!! If there's anything I can do, please let me know! I'll be watching your posts. Hang in there dear friend!
Pityfull>Pete
Posted 5/25/2009 8:30 PM (GMT -8)
Hey Pete old buddy,

I'm so glad Bill (jetguy) gave you a call. He's got it together and sharing our tough times as well as the good times is part of the path out of the deep, dark pit. I talk to MaryLu and that helps a lot but talking to men with the same problem is special tonic.

I go through the phase where I'm ashamed of myself for being down, like you said. For me that comes just after I come out of complete denial that anything is wrong. As you know, talking to Swim helps too. Her swift kick in the butt always gets me headed in the right direction.

Getting the shots straightened out helped most of all this time. A couple of days after MaryLu shot me in the butt, things started to get better. Amazing what a little T can do. To bad we always have to learn the hard way.

There is hope my good friend!!! Never give up!!!

I pray for you and Lisa every night...

Jim
Posted 5/26/2009 7:28 AM (GMT -8)
HE's back!!! I was hoping you were celebrating over these past couple months and am sad to hear that your T levels were affecting you. I hope you are back to your normal self and will continue to be thinking of you over these next months. We are all so lucky to have you as a part of the HW family.
I hope you got your bike out this weekend!! We went for a ride over to the Oregon coast and my dad rode his bike. It was beautiful and I was so happy to see him doing what he loves. Wishing you many beautiful days doing what you love! Keep in touch friend!
Posted 5/26/2009 7:59 AM (GMT -8)
Thanks Chayna for the nice note.

Yeah the T is back under control. Its a balancing act to keep the testosterone at acceptable levels and to not overdo it and encourage any remaining cancer cells. Diligent doctors and modern testing methods make it possible but I have to do my part too.

The bike has been on the road!!! Short rides so far but am planning to go to Yakima next week after my scans and blood tests. (Planning for another "in remission" celebration. Is that dangerous?) I'm building my endurance up from the 2 year layoff from riding. We've been up and down the Oregon coast many times in the past and there just isn't a more beautiful and fun ride than that. I'm so glad that you and your dad got to enjoy it.

Hugs to you and yours...

Jim
Posted 5/26/2009 6:21 PM (GMT -8)

   Jim,  Glad to see you back.  Been busy here myself.  Look forward to seein you around.

   Fire up that bike and Ride Safe.

    KW

Posted 7/29/2009 12:35 PM (GMT -8)
Hey Gang,

I'm a zero and am on annual testing!!!! Waaa Hooo!!!

Three years of zeros are behind me and I'm happier now than ever before that I chose an aggressive treatment option. This puts me on the same testing schedule that I was on before PCa so I feel like its a thing of the past.

You all have been my support structure for these three years. I couldn't have made it without this forum as a place for information and encouragement. Thanks to all of you...

Jim
Posted 7/29/2009 12:44 PM (GMT -8)
Yeah, Jim, that's absolutely great news. Congrats,
Posted 7/29/2009 1:00 PM (GMT -8)
Love ya, Jim,
You were here when I arrived, and you were a huge part of my support infrestructure. I am elated at the 3rd year PSA. It couldn't happen to a nicer man. I feel very lucky to have you as a friend...Give ML my very best...

Tony
Posted 7/29/2009 1:58 PM (GMT -8)
Hi Jim,

I'm so happy to read of the outcome of your last tests. Congratulations. Perhaps that is part of your reward for always being there for any of us with your wisdom, advise encouragements. Or just clean living :-) .

May you have years of zeros and remissions.

All the best to you.

Your friend,

Magaboo

Posted 7/29/2009 2:33 PM (GMT -8)
Hi Jim,

This is such brilliant news to hear! So glad for you and yours. Take care always. Lana & CJ.

Posted 7/29/2009 8:26 PM (GMT -8)
Hey Jim,

What INCREDIBLE news! That's wonderful! A big WOO HOO to YOU and MaryLU! tongue

Like Tony said, you were here when I arrived on the scene as a newbie. You help me feel that I'm going to get through this. Thank you for all your support!

You friend,

Barry
Posted 7/21/2011 9:09 PM (GMT -8)
Hey Gang,

Its another big frat ZERO!!!! Five years coming up soon.

Next month its lung scans - with fingers crossed. Past three years on that one.

Biker 2 = Cancer 0
Posted 7/22/2011 8:50 AM (GMT -8)
Jim,

It's great to read another zero report from you.  We both had our RRP the same year.  All the best for a negative lung scan.  Take care....Tim

Posted 7/22/2011 10:34 AM (GMT -8)
biker,

thanks for checking in. congrats on that big zero, that's always a winner here. and good luck to you on the lung scans, let us know how that goes.

david in s.c.
Posted 7/25/2011 11:43 PM (GMT -8)
Biker Baby!

What a great PSA result for you last week. tongue Good luck with the lung scans next month too. Great to hear your good news. 5 years.... yes a milestone.... only about a year behind you.  CJ remains well with no probs.

Much love, Lana & CJ.

Posted 8/29/2011 1:25 PM (GMT -8)
I'm back with more good news. Lung scans, liver and kidney tests are all clean. This puts the cap on last months PSA < .04 result. Still in remission all around and no more test for another year.

Its a hap-hap-happy day!!!!
Posted 8/29/2011 1:43 PM (GMT -8)
 

This is great news for you and keep up the happy days dance.

Terry

Posted 8/31/2011 4:13 AM (GMT -8)
Fabulous news that all your other scans are clear Jim. tongue Its a hap hap happy week too! Love, Lana & CJ
Posted 8/31/2011 9:26 PM (GMT -8)
Three cheers, Jim!  All the best to you....Tim
Posted 9/3/2011 6:28 AM (GMT -8)
   WOO-HOO ~ Biker!!!                  Great news all the way around!!! It’s a hap-hap-happy day!!! and we like the score!!!      Biker 2 = Cancer 0   I missed your last few postings.   I should get here more often but have moved on in other directions.   Staying close with you and MaryLu and several other friends we met here has been a wonderful thing for us.   Coming here for support, understanding, sharing, and updates.   Mr. Waite gave us all a special gift when he created this wonderful support site.   It truly is a place to Heal Well …..     Our thoughts and prayers surround you Biker as we all move forward together.  HUGS from *bluebird   __________________________ *bluebird ~ Lee, Buddy, & Murphy from North Carolina Link to our personal journey…>>> Our Journey ~ Sharing is Caring by....... Buddy & Lee April 3, 2006 Radical Retropubic Prostatectomy 5 Year ~ PSA April 2011 ~ less than 0.1 NON-DETECTABLE
Posted 9/3/2011 7:46 PM (GMT -8)
Biker:

Congrats and keep the good news coming!!!

Dutch

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