Tony - you aint gone yet - she will not think her time was wasted.
This is a learning life experience that I didn't want to have - but I'm having it now and will survive it and come out okay on the other side - which I don't want to come anytime soon.
Yep I'm missing that part of our relationship and hoping some of it comes back - maybe a imitrix chaser after the little blue bill to get those brain blood vessels flowing again or a little canadian pill of caffeine codiene and asprin can kill those headaches
Am I sad that part is gone - yes - I'm more sad that my hubbys cancer like yours was not caught sooner and that we aren't going to grow old together. Now that his bone mets have healed up - and he is feeling better we will investigate getting him some little blue pills - but you know closeness and kindness count for alot.