Men. We are such insecure beasts. I chose the surgery based on my age, thinking that I stood better chances of a come back. Its only been a roller coaster. After about
six months of ED, I left the "door
open" for the wife. She never walk through it. Knowing what I know today, I wouldn't have had the surgery OR the radiation of kemo. My uro said radiation can lead to the same thing.
The diagnosis scared me so bad that I walked out on the first biopsy and was a no show at the first surgical appointment.
Well, I'm still here for my wife, daughter and two granddaughters. They're here for me too.