Thanks so much for everyone ‘s comfort and encouragements. By reading your comments again and again, I feel lot stronger now.
I didn’t go away from this site these days and never will, because you guys/gals are the best! I was trying to finish up my work before I take one week off from work next week. That means less goof off time during the work. I read your posts every day but haven’t have time or mood to post anything.
Well, last Wednesday afternoon I got a call from hospital saying they haven’t receive the biopsy slides yet that they couldn’t do the surgery if they don’t have it. It was totally due to miscommunications between lab A labB and hospital. After a heart attack kind of shock, I pulled each lab medical records staff together managed re-request and finally sent slides out. By Friday afternoon, being told nothing canceled next week. Learned lesson here: never trust those people, do hundreds of follow up if something is really important.
Well, I kind of having those fear feelings for a while just you guys said it is perfectly normal. I didn’t say anything here because I don’t want add negative post here but last night, I was truly need your shoulders and you guys/gals again, gave me the support as always; now I can face my husband with reloaded confidence and strongness.
Today, I told my husband that we should have a celebration for your up-coming surgery by empty your prostate well (learned from here
). He looked at me thought I was crazy, saying you don’t celebrate surgery or celebrate give up the prostate. I answered of course it is celebration, because you will be much healthier and we are formally on the path of reaching success. He was very much agreed.
Thanks my dear brothers and sisters for your wonderful heart, soul, and your strong mind. Once again, I regained myself from your words.
I will keep you posted. Monday is the pre-op. Tuesday is the surgery.