I dont understand, I use to work as a hospice homehealth aide for yrs.....patients i cared for gave more respect and appreciation.
I am at a loss for words, I cant seem to do anything correct. I cant seem to give enough privacy, I cant seem to understand his feelings. Any way that I approach it, it's wrong.
I suspected it would kinda be this way, be was somewhat hopeful that it would go better. These next 10 days will be hell on earth.
I am sorry to have to vent, but I am tired of feeling worthless as a caregiver.
surgery went very good, stay at the hospital was difficult, he just could not relax. He expressed concern of the depression to the dr.
I mentioned the anger he was showing.
It's just not a good time, and staying away is so difficult to do.
thanks for letting me vent.
Patti with a sad smile :(