The sooner you can come to grips with 'It is what is ", the sooner you will learn how to relax. The anxiety will never change what it is, it may only make it worse.
Once you know what it is, then you can set about
to deal with it. The results of the PSA test won't change anything about
you for the moment, for a week, a month, maybe even a year.
We all go through some extreme curiosity, but if it truly is paralyzing you, then maybe a script
for an anti-anxiety med may be in order.
Age 58, PSA 4.47 Biopsy - 2/12 cores , Gleason 4 + 5 = 9
Da Vinci, Cleveland Clinic 4/14/09 Nerves spared, but carved up a little.
0/23 lymph nodes involved pT3a NO MX
Catheter and 2 stints in ureters for 2 weeks .
Neg Margins, bladder neck negative
Living the Good Life, cancer free 6 week PSA <.03
3 month PSA <.01 (different lab)
5 month PSA <.03 (undetectable)
6 Month PSA <.01
1 pad a day, no progress on ED. Trimix injection
No pads, 1/1/10, 9 month PSA < .01
1 year psa (364 days) .01
15 month PSA <.01