I had two positive FISH tests for urothelial cancer post surgery, and the last one came back negative. (whew !) Apparently a high percentage ( 50 -60 %) of men have benign kidney cysts after age 50. I had one of those as well.
Wish you luck. Is there any way you can just get away for a day or two, and get involved in something that will help divert your attention ? Even if for ah hour or two, it will help relieve the anxiety. If you really can't eat or sleep, may a chat with your doctor about some ant-anxiety meds may help.
Goodlife
Age 58, PSA 4.47 Biopsy - 2/12 cores , Gleason 4 + 5 = 9
Da Vinci, Cleveland Clinic 4/14/09 Nerves spared, but carved up a little.
0/23 lymph nodes involved pT3a NO MX
Catheter and 2 stints in ureters for 2 weeks .
Neg Margins, bladder neck negative
Living the Good Life, cancer free 6 week PSA <.03
3 month PSA <.01 (different lab)
5 month PSA <.03 (undetectable)
6 Month PSA <.01
1 pad a day, no progress on ED. Trimix injection
No pads, 1/1/10, 9 month PSA < .01
1 year psa (364 days) .01
15 month PSA <.01