Last night I had a very vivid dream of having an erection and at last being able to have sex with my wife. Needless to say, it was a very happy dream, which was unfortunately interrupted at precisely the wrong moment by the family dog barking and needing to go outside.
In truth, I haven't had an erection since last August's surgery. But in those 8 months, I've never had such a vivid dream as this, and I wonder if it has any positive meaning.
Has anyone else had these kinds of dreams when in a complete state of ED? Could my dream state be trying to tell me that things are on the verge of returning to life? Or was it only wishful thinking?
When I awoke, things were a little bigger than normal, but hardly the raging erection I was enjoying in dreamland. Do you think there's some hope that after an 8-month drought things may be coming back to life? What experiences have you had in this regard?
Dx in June 2010.
PSA gradually rising for 3 years to 6.2
Biopsy confirmed cancer in 6 of 12 cores, all on left side
Gleason 7 (3 + 4)
Bone scan, CT scan, rib x-rays negative.
Negative margins; negative seminal vesicles
5 brothers, ages 52-67 ; I'm the only one with PCa
Continence OK after 7 weeks. ED continues.
PSA 1/3/10: 0.01