An and Mrsworrywart,
Thank you for your kind responses.... You are correct in that this will become my new "reality" and get easier..as it has along the way with every piece of news we get, there is an adjustment period. Unfortunately, we have not had one piece of good news at any point. The road is more difficult when you are searching for something to hold on to at every bend. The only positive is that even tho he has never hit nadir post RP, it is a small number and hasn't risen post SRT.If it continues this pattern, his doubling time will be good. Believe me, we have every report, every book, all the knowledge we can arm with. We are in the process of getting a consultation from one of the bigger cancer centers just to make sure we are on the right track. Mrsworrywart, I may email you at some point as your username suggests you are a lot like me..
Thank you ladies very much for listening and being there in this fight.