The monster is under my bed.
This last 90 days have been rather peaceful and thoughts of the monster faded. Of course that was until the next blood test, which was a couple days ago.
Now I hear it growl at me once again, and I just have to adjust the mind to the implications. It takes a few days to accomplish that effect.
Soon I will be back to the new normal: Your days are numbered, just how big that number is, I cant say.
62 veteran. Felt ill Jan 2012. Dx May, gastritis, heart disease. Cancer suspect.
Dx July 5 2012 Gleason 9. Heart surgery denied.
bone,lymph node,lung mets
Psa highs/lows 2012(44.)(.13) Jan2013(4.0)Feb(8.9)feb(19.9)Mar(58.8)APR(98)MAY(155)MAY(28)JUNE(3.2)
Treatments; Eligard-Casodex-Keto-Hydrocortisone/ presently Eligard Zometa
Post Edited (greetingz) : 9/19/2013 11:39:44 AM (GMT-6)