Welcome to HW. Sorry you need to be here.
What was your PSA pre and post-op? That is another interesting number to report.
How to not dwell on the negative? Well, we have lots of guys here with reports like yours that have been around for years and years. You won't like the treatment, normal will change but you'll be alive and able to enjoy life.
Focus on that - living life as full as you can. Indulge your hobbies. Spend time with family, friends, see a good movie, travel, have a beer - do stuff that makes you feel good.
I'll be in the shop.
PSA 4.2 10/11, 1.9 6/12, 1.2 12/12, 1.0 5/13, 0.6 11/13
2 out of 14 cores positive
Treatment IGRT - 2/2012My latest blog post