I am so sorry for your loss. I have followed all the "warrior women's" journeys since I joined this forum. At times while reading about
Mark's pain and determination to live I almost vowed to not read anymore but realized the struggle you were going through so I "maned up".
I have 4 "stepping out in pink" t shirts since I believe in supporting women with "breast cancer". Please don't neglect your own health and that applies to both you and all of Bud's beloved warrior women.
I have thought for days about
what I could do to console you and in the end I feel that your friends can do that job best. You had to be strong to take care of Mark so I believe you will live life to the fullest and be fine.
PS. All Caregivers. You ladies are the most important part of most men's lives and many of us are supporting you in fighting BC. If you desire to help men in the fight against PCa please look at Jerry L's thread on the USPSTF and vote. It's too late for your men but it can help others.