celebrations?

I'm doing ok with my situation. A couple of days ago I found out my gs9 brother is reaching out to other possibilities for his treatment, based on what I was pushing to him from this site (Meyers in particular). Thanks to all of you for the information I have learned. Back to my situation... So normally I'm a one pad per 24 hr guy these days. Or on the weekends when I'm more active it might be 3 per day. That's even if I have a beer or two on a weekend. But more to the point, celebration of my brother's decisions today, and it seems I've lost all control. Sounds funny I suppose that I'm so excited that my brother is pursuing plans to save his life (other than whatever insurance covers) that I would pee my pad(s). I'm ok with that. I guess I don't know why I'm posting this. I'm just so happy that my brother might have a better chance with these new choices, some of which came from this group.
Thanks.
Jim

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Age 62
Annual PSA scores
Before 2010 <2
2011 2.5
2012 3.2
6/2013 4.3
BX GS8
open RRP 10/08/2013
post RRP: GS3+4=7, tertiary=no
margins: neg, but within .1mm of left apical margin
all else negative
T3N0MX
11/08/13 post op PSA .02
3/6/14 .03
1+ pads daytime, nights ~ dry, starting bi-mix 3 [papaverine 30mg/ml phentolamine 3mg/ml] (was 30:1)