Sorry Pratoman. I dropped the worry ball.
I had to go out to dinner and be sociable, so I couldn't cover my part of the schedule. I'll make up for it another day.
I know you don't think so, but you are actually quite normal. There isn't a guy here who didn't have second thoughts for at least a few minutes. That is why whoever takes you to the surgical center will lie and say you are just going out for ice cream. They tell you that so you'll get in the car.
You'll get through it. Honest. And if you don't - you won't know about
(I had to throw that last bit out there since it's your turn to hold the worry ball and I didn't want you to be empty handed.)
Here's the only serious part of this post. Use this waiting time to get in shape. Exercise, eat right, kegel and empty that prostate!
Good luck to you.
Age: 61, Mar 38 yrs, 56 dx, PSA: 4/09 17.8, 6/09 23.2
Biopsy: 6/09 Pos 7/12, 20-70%, G 4+3, Bone, CT Neg
DaVinci RP: 7/09, U of Roch Med Ctr
Path Rpt: G 3+4, pT3aNOMx, 56g, Tumor 2.5x1.8 cm both lobes and apex
EPE pres., PNI exten., Sem Ves, Vas def clear, Lymph 0/13
Incont.: AdV Sling 1/11
PSA: 10/09 .04, 7/10 <0.01, 7/11 <0.01, 1/12 <0.02, 9/12 <0.02, 4/13 <0.02, 3/14 <0.02!