I think I told you before that I've had skin cancers removed and I've already got cataracts but there not ready to be removed. If gait means the way I move that would be "very carefully"
I guess you've noticed I'm not happy with the lack of knowledge of my 75 year old Doctor, I expected him to explain things to me but he's not that well versed on genetics. I feel like the whole thing was a waste of money because I already read up on the defect in cell repair that you told me about
and all the technical info. was no use to me when the doctor knew less about
it than I did! But at least now I know what I have for sure. The cancer my wife had was a very rare form of small cell cancer that is the most aggressive known to man and when it mestastasized she only lived for 3 months and now this with me is very rare so it makes you wonder if someone up there is trying tell me something! I never told you but when I had my last bone scan which was right after my cat scan I was so exhausted I came home and slept for 18 hours. I tried to tell my RO after the first treatment that something was not right and he said you'll be fine, the next day when I couldn't hold my urine for the full bladder he said you'll be fine! The next day after bleeding all night and I could see pieces of my urethra coming out in the blood, no control over my bladder or bowels and blood coming out of both and flu like symptoms I went to the emergency room and they took me right in and a doctor saw me right away. They did the workup and starting giving me blood and antibiotics so fast I couldn't believe it. They wanted me stay overnight but I told them I had to care for my two fur babies so I came home still passing blood but stopped the next day and for 3 weeks I went through hell, not eating or sleeping and spent most of that time in the bathroom. It was the worst I had ever felt in my life. With this happening so soon after my wife died I went from 250 pounds to 210, I'm 6'2 so that was about
right for me but very anemic and weak. Now I know to stay away from radiation, I'm back on AD and I feel fine but I know the time will come for the RP and with my luck there's no telling how that will turn out but I'll try to be optimistic and I'll accept it as God's will ! Sorry for writing a book but venting helps and my dogs are tired of listening to it
Thanks Allen, your the best, Phil