I mean this in the best possible way. I'm pretty much a nuts and bolts kind of guy, but I have read Brautigan, Ginsburg, Hunter Thompson, and ok, I'll admit it, I tried Joyce - but he completely lost me. What I'm trying to say is go, do whatever you need to do. But don't forget to come back. In the meantime we'll always have Dan Hicks and his Hot Licks.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxe2xna3j9uJim
Age 72
-2002-PSA 9.4, 5 of 10 cores 30-50%
-RP 2002 PT3B N0 MX Gleason 3+4 75% left lobe small focus rt lobe
-PSA low 0.01 slow rise to 0.4
-SRT 2010 1 lymph node targeted. Casodex during SRT
-PSA 0.00 thu 2014
-0.02 Oct 14; 0.04 Apr 16; 0.2 Oct 16; 0.51 Jan 17; 2.46 Jan 18, 4.19 Apr 18;
-6.62 May 18 enlarged lymph node start Firmagon; PSA 0.45 Jun; 0.08 Jul '18; 0.02 Jan '19