I'm reading postings and it's comforts me somewhat to hear people mention the difficulty of waiting. My surgery date is Oct 12 and although im' going to work and trying to stay active, there's a part of me that's impatienly sitting back tapping it's foot and wanting to get this over with. It feels like I'm whining but it's a little difficult to get into things. I get excited about anything that has to do with moving ahead, even going to give blood to store or getting my cancer reource card in the mail. I have to sit back and laugh at how absurd this feels.
I know the only answer is to be patient, but I just wanted to get these feelings out.