Hey Les (a.k.a. Gordy)
I just read the thread. I hope your CT will be positive in a negative way. I mean no change. As for the sprouts I'm in for the tarpaper.
I feel like we can talk. It's easy when you are in the same boat. We can take turns rowing and talking and before you know it we will get somewhere. I have my bad days, too. I had some this past weekend. But my wife helped (demanded) that my attitude change. And like given a special drug it did. I went back last night and went over some books that I have read and one point came out to me, "I will persist without exception". We must. This road we are on can take its toll on us and the others around us, but we must persist.
You hang in there and we will find a way to get through this. I know what you are feeling (sounds stupid, but I do), but we can control how we feel and what kind of influeince we have on others. You have lifted my spirits, I hope I can lift yours.
Love ya brother and WAR EAGLE to all.