I'm with Gordy (Les) on this one. It would not hurt to get the second opinion. I was on Lupron for some time then we switched to Elgard. I know what you mean about the fog and desire to enjoy life. It kind of trys to drain the will out of you. But man you have to fight. Find something that makes you want to get out and enjoy the world. My wife MADE me get off my rearend and engage again. Once I engaged I found my motivation. I still fight it every day, but I still fight. You can too. I know you will. Do what ever it takes to win the battle. "Persist without exception".
I poured myself into my singing and my church. Find your spot and go for it.
We all love you here and are praying for your light to return so it can shine on others. You are a legacy for future generations.
All our hopes and prayers and.................WAR EAGLE.