also my mother has a mental illness and when I went through that, my husband simply could not give me what I needed b/c he just did not understand what I was going through. I went to therapy about 10 times, it really helped me sort everything out and be able to handle it, and it was just about me.
I am considering going again and probably will, I just need to do it, I know I need help sorting out my feelings and everything, I know I need to be ok and feel lately like I am just putting on a front.
The thing with him that does help and he has told me, is I need to let him know what is going on, sometimes I try to deal w/it all on my own and I usually end up trying to pick a fight with him.
Major Flare Sept/Oct 07 ~ no blood since Dec 07 ~ almost normal bm
UC dx'd March 2000 (30 cenitmeters as of 2005-proctosigmoiditis)
Azathioprine 200mg 1xday nightly; Calcium and Vit D 500mg 3xday, Multi Vit, Folic Acid 400mg 2xday, Probiotics.
Minimal Change Disease (Kidney Disorder) dx'd Sept 2007
Prednisone 40mg 1xday, Simvastatin 20mg 1xday, Diovan 160mg 2xday. Tekturna 150mg 1xday, Fursomide 20mg 1xday. Potassium 100mg 2xday, Fosomax 70mg 1xweek. MCD may be from hypersensitivty to 5ASA drugs.