I know just how you feel. It will get better and you will be okay. Lots of us have been through this and come out just fine on the other end. You're just as smart, just as tough and just as resilient as any of us, and so you will also. Give yourself permission to grieve. Every new treatment we have to move to slaps us in the face with reality again, and we have to grieve and accept all over. Never apologize for venting here, that's what we're here for.
Moderate to severe left-sided UC (21 cm) diagnosed 2001.
Asacol, Rowasa, Pentasa, Prednisone, Entocort, Azathioprine
Colazal, Remicade, Nature's Way Primadophilus Reuteri.
In remission since April, 2006. Remicade has been my wonder drug.
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