Stay focus and believe you already healed. Belief it whole heartedly and hold onto that. You're going to be fine! If you feel good, you are good! If don't feel good, well you will again some day. It doesn't rain all the time, the sun will shine again. Talk to your body and your organs tell them to behave and that you love them and ask them to do their job. Speak with love and you share get love.
I too need to say and do this myself more often and I'm hard on myself too. I will say a pray for you and you say one for me!
Colonoscopy & Endoscopy 7/27, Left sided colitis and near cecum (mild)
Stopped Colozal 10/1/07 was on it for 7 weeks, side effects
Working with new doctor getting stool, urine and blood tests, waiting for results. starting back with ASACOL 6/1/08