Please forgive me all for being new at this site...I for the life of me have no clue where and how to update my profile. But more than anything I need to reach out to those who have and understand this disease I have. I was in remission for over 10 years and man, oh man, it has come back big time. To make a long story short in between those 10 years I also had major brain surgery and was handed divorce papers after almost 27 years of marriage....I think the exact words were.....you are such a burden. Well, now with all this stress I know why I am in a full time relapse. I can honestly say walking around bald with stitches from the brain surgery was a heck of a lot easier than now running through the store not making it in time and knowing everyone can smell me as i run by. Not having clean clothes to change into as I leave. This has to be the most humiliating and silent disease. I have isoloated myself and I don't know how to handle all these emotions, fears and worries. Thanks for listening.
Post Edited By Moderator (tjf) : 6/18/2008 5:23:16 PM (GMT-6)