Thank you all for replying. The actual test was not bad at all and I like being awake and seeing what's in there. I had to fight with the nurses about not wanting sedation. So the test went smoothly but the results were not good. :(
At first, my GI was practically doing somersaults when he saw the ulcer, he was like WOW WOW THIS IS SOO MUCH BETTER...... We are all smiles....till he moved the scope further down and we saw that what we thought was the bad ulcer that had improved was a different small ulcer, and the bad ulcer was BAD. It looked like a canal, very deep with edges curling up somehow??!? I am shocked because I have been doing better since starting Humira but these findings are so disappointing. I am going to try adding 6MP to my arsenal next. :( It doesn't make sense, when I was on Remicade I was feeling worse than now and my ulcer had improved, now on Humira feeling better, the ulcer is worse?!!? I am so shocked, disappointed and scared.
Diagnosed with Left-sided UC in 1995 at age 15,
Prednisone, Rowasa & Hydrocort. Enemas, Proctofoam, Sulfasalazine, Asacol, Probiotics, Fish Oil, Aloe Juice, Canasa, Enotcort, Colazol, Anamantle, Remicade, etc... had 1 inch deep rectal ulcer 2004, put on Remicade, August 2007:Increased Remicade dosage-700mg every 6 weeks,diagnosed w/ Psoriatic Arthritis & Fibromyalgia Current meds: Clorazepate, Lomotil, Tylenol pm, Lyrica started 1/17/08, Humira started 4/4/08