I don't know if any of you have noticed my absence - hopefully someone did - c'mon make me feel wanted
Anyway, I am in the process of getting gma ready to be place in an assisted living center. For anyone that don't know who gma is, I've talked about
her alot on here, she is my grandmother who moved in with me about
4 years ago. She has Alzheimers and has been getting progressively worse. That is why I had to make the heavy decision to place her in a home. So I've been getting her packed and ready; she is supposed to get in there sometime this week. A lot of stress??? Oh yeah. And we are also residing our house. We have people coming and going left right and center. While I'm tickled pink that finally after 9 years that this is happening, it is taking a toll on my health. I feel like a lump because I can't help. The guys are doing it all as well as one of my gal pals. I try to help but end up hurting (because of the discs in my neck) so then I have to stop. Frustrating?? You bet. My daughter is also giving me grief - I won't go into details but lets just say she is only 12 wanting to do things what 16 year olds do - not good stuff. More stress?? Uh huh..........so guess what?? Surprise! I'm flaring again.
I have been off steroid enemas now for 2 weeks and I so don't want to go back on them! I am tired of this crap - yes pun intended. I am now having that burning yellow/green bile type D. It doesn't hurt when I go yet but I know that is coming. I am beginning to get cramps and liquid goo in the gut feeling. My hip joints are starting to hurt again - my other clue a flare is here. I am just so tired of dealing with it all that I just want to hide in a corner and stay there for a month. Ok vent over.....