Think you might have to explain some more, I'm confused
5 years ago I went silent because of my illness. Not once did she ask me what was wrong. So I left, the hardist thing I had to do. Then this past year she got bit by a snake when she was in Africa. So I talked to her about it. "if you can call not looking in the face and me shaking like a slinky a talk..." But at that time she didn't know that i was sick or how sick i was. So i called her up last month, this is how it went.
M: Hello. This is...
R: The snake bite wasn't that bad! (i forget what i said before this but i sounded upset so she thought i was talking about her)
M: I am not talking about the snake bite, but since you brought it up it just shows how much i care about ya.
M: I have Ulcertive Colitis. *i lamely try to explain over the phone....so i'll skip that part...*
R: *laughs* (but not the ha ha or sure whatever kind...more like a mental brake down kind of laugh.)
After that i hear the phone hit the counter...and some sobs. (I hate making people cry)
Is it really that hard for people to understand that even though we look fine, we are not?? But I see what you mean.If she really cared then she would have asked me long ago how well I was.Why do people have to be so self centered?! Now I think the next time we see each other she won't be able to look me in the eye, not out of anger but out of shame...Ya that might be right. We are going to MSU together in the fall.Tiss fun...Maybe then well hang out sometime..IDK.