London Red a few positives
1 . At least now you know what you have and it can be dealt with and once under control managed.
2 Once you have had Colitis for 8 years you will have a c-scope every year , not many people get that ( i know its not the best way to get a yearly scope but hey trying to point out the positive bits )
3 i have been on pentasa 12 months now and apart from a tiny blip at the moment which fingers crossed is just a blip , it has worked fantastic for me .
4 It isnt the end of the world ( even if it feels like it is at the moment ) It will get better .
Have a good sob , wail , etc then pick yourself up and get the better of it !