i am soooooooooo jealous of all of you.
i have sooooooooo much pain it just ruins me.
i have to take half and endone (oxycontin) every 4 hours to manage.
it is a severe cramping in my guts that just goes and goes and goes and doesnt stop.
when on the toilet, it hurts so bad i sound like im having a baby, i have to have plastic bags with me cuz i involuntarily puke from the pain.
i hate it. i cant get away from it. i walk hunched over and im always grimacing (attractive i know).
it wears me out.
i still go out everyday and walk and shop and eat out and do things cuz i refuse to be bed ridden again. i just strategically know the exact latitude and longitude location of every single toilet on the gold coast.
i just wish they had handle bars on the toilets!
steph - 32 - female - gold coast australia - UC since 2000
severe UC in descending colon and sigmoid colon ONLY
mesalazine granules 3g x1 a day (much nicer than a million tablets a day)
prednisolone 25mg x1 a day (ick ick and did i say ick?)
enteric coated fish oil -omega 3 (so they get all the way to my colon)
vitamin D3 x1 a day
tumeric capsules - if i remember to take the bloody things.
i still eat what i want, when i want, if i feel like eating at all :(