Posted 2/9/2009 6:59 PM (GMT -6)
I apoligise in advance for the length of this post!
From Feb 2007, I suddenly began to suffer from bad pain in the base of my back, to the extent I found it almost impossible to walk at times. I had no trauma to the area, and had previously enjoyed good health.
I became ill with bowel problems in Oct 2007, and was eventually diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis in Nov 2007.
I was close to surgery and really quite ill for a long time, on high dosages of steroids. As soon as I was on the steroids, the back pain disappeared.
I started on azathioprine in Feb/March 2008 and, after around 3 months is started to work.
I came off steroids completely in May 2008.
My bowel is now totally under control, and I'm back to normal, as I was prior to UC.
Within 2 days of finally coming of steroids, I had bad pain in both my shoulders, which has increased and never went away. The back pain came back, though nowhere near as bad, really only being noticeable after driving/sitting for periods of time.
I have a superb relationship with my gastroenterologist, and he referred me to a rheumatologist in Nov 2008.
As soon as I met the rheumatologist, I felt it was not going to be an easy relationship. She has a very heavy German accent, the fact she's German doesn't bother me in the least, it's simply her accent is very difficult to understand. I'm lucky if I can make out 3/4 of what she says.
Also, she is extremely direct and just does not seem to interpret what I am trying to convey or articulate, which is a problem I have never had before.
When I first seen her, she suggested I would probably have to go on Anti-TNF therapy drugs (Infliximab), and that it was likely I had enteropathic arthritis.
She suggested I stop taking the azathiproine, and go onto methotrexate, but she would have to write to my Gastroenterologist first.
She made me another appointment in 6 months (May 2009)
My gastroenterologist replied to my rheumatologist, saying he felt it would be dangerous to take me off Azathiproine and put me on methotrexate, as the Azathioprine was controlling my UC and there was not strong enough evidence that the methotrexate was useful in treating UC.
Basically he felt that would more than likely put me at risk of getting ill again.
He decided to prescribe Sulphasalazine, in the hope it would help my joint pain.
In Dec 2009 my original rheumatologist made an appointment with another Doctor, who is involved in prescribing Anti-TNF drugs, and he examined me and pretty much agreed that I would probably have to go on Anti-TNF in the future. He said he didn't need to see me again, and to keep my appointment with my own rheumatologist. He also suggested I could try azathioprine and methotrexate together. He told me if the sulphasalazine hadn't worked after 3 months, it never would. He also arranged physio for me (which hasn't made any difference yet).
Around that time, my back pain became very bad, I had problems walking again, and it was becoming very frustrating. My shoulders, whilst gradually getting worse, were now at a point when putting on a jacket was almost impossible.
My gastroenterologist appointment then came up (January 2009) and I told him how I was. He was not happy, and wrote to my rheumatologist, asking for my appointment to be brought forward and that I should be considered for Anti-TNF.
This brings us up to Tuesday (Feb 3rd 2009), when my rheumatologist brought my appointment forward, as requested by my gastroenterologist.
My wife came with me, and neither of us even recognised my name being called, such is the rheumatologist's accent.
When we went in to the appointment, I immediately felt very rushed. She asked me how I was, and I told her how my back was much worse, and my shoulders were the same.
I also told her it was beginning to really effect me emotionally (which is certainly is) and I was worrying I may lose my job because of the difficulty associated with my joints (I'm in the police and have been on light duties for several months now).
She openly said Anti-TNF is very expensive and she couldn't justify giving to to me. That really confused me as it was totally the opposite of what she had said in our first appointment.
I also told her I was concerned in case I had ankylosing spondylitis, or other arthritis of the spine, given the length of my problems with my back, and my Inflammatory Bowel Disease being an increased risk factor.
She didn't really answer that at all, and just said "Well we'll see".
She told me to give the sulphasalazine another 3 months and to come back in May. I also got steroid injections in my shoulders, but they've not worked at all.
I mentioned a scan , as I've read that is far better at diagnosing arhtritis/spondylitis, than x-rays, but she mentioned the cost factor again.
That was it. I was there about 10 minutes and packed off.
I am now totally fed up. I may be going to lose my job, I can't even play with my kids, I have no idea what I actually have, or what's going to happen. I feel like I'm cracking up. I'm 34, married with 3 kids, and no idea what's going to happen with my life: is this how I'm going to be, permanently in pain, with arthritis, out of the job I love?
I emailed the Patient Association, and they suggested going to my GP and seeing if I can get another consultant. I truly feel I can't relate to this rheumatologist, and I can't understand what she says.
I have no problems with the many other medical professionals I regularly deal with, on the contrary, I enjoy a very good relationship with my gastroenterologist, and am as far from being 'difficult' to deal with as you could imagine.
I'm sorry for the long winded rant, but I'm at my wits end. Any advice/opinions would be gratefully received.