HEY GIRL... We have got to get together.. I have had so much going on in my life and my U/C is no where NEAR under control right now.. Only thing coming out of me last night was blood and clots... GROSSSSSSSS!!!!! .. I've been going through verything from marital problems, to marital problems to marital problems.. ugh... I swear I have tried hanging in there but I don't know if I can much longer... It has really effected my U/C to the point where now I'm on Lialda 2x 2 a day in addition to everything else and that's not even helping so the next step is PRED... I'm so terrified as I've never been on pred before and have heard all the horror stories about
it and I remember back when my husband went on it, I ended up having to move out because it made him so MEAN.. and I don't mean just a little bit mean......
My doctor I'm sure will start me on it today or tomorrow... I'm just so nervous about it..
Anyways, I need my healingwell buddies, you and Starrnrr if she's still around, I haven't heard from her in so long but remember how much fun we had going out to breakfast that time and we could all talk and totally "GET IT" ya know?
I'm seriously at my wit's end and he won't go to counseling.. he says it's a waste of money and we need to fix things on our own... YA.. RIGHT... why does he say that when we can't fix things over the last 4 years?? Doen't make sense and sounds like a copout to me... But here I sit, dwelling in it all.... not knowing what to do...
Oh, forgot to add, I'm also doing Rowasa at night every nigt and canasa in the am and after every BM.. Trying to do everything but not getting anywhere...
Diagnosed with U/C January 31st, 2005, IBS on July 21st, 2006
Status as of January 9, 2009: Flaring for the last 3 months with blood, mucus and my stomach is so bulging out! Meds are Lialda 2 pills 2x a day Culturelle 1x a day, plus an occasional Xanax if I feel stressed out.... Ambien at night for sleep... geez..
Post Edited (Susiebuddy) : 2/18/2009 9:32:37 AM (GMT-7)