finally got to see the doc this afternoon he is concerned with my condition:the bloody D 7 to 10 times,severe left sided pains,lower back pains,just feel down right awful and sent me to get labs done to check med levels in blood. not sure why? he then told me to take zanax along with reg meds, was upped to 30 on pred yesterday,along with oxycodine for the pain. he informed me that if no changes in my condition by noon on the 20th he wants to admit me back into the
. this freeked me out I really dont want to go back for another stay. I have been drinking ensure for two days to try to get flare under controll. It seems nothing I do will help. At this point I am willing to try anything! I feel so down I just dont think I can keep fighting this!