I agree with fruitgirl--maybe you should talk to a therapist about your anxieties. It really does help. Don't worry so much--there are so many people who are on biologics and are doing okay. And at least we do have a cure, unlike RA, Crohn's, etc. As for the lymphoma, I've been told that all the UC patients who've gotten it were on Remicade and immunosuppressants together.
And the sinus doesn't have to be from Remicade. Just call your doctor and let them know to be on the safe side.
Female, Age 20
9 Asacol, Rowasa, 1000 mg Canasa, Proctofoam, Rifaximin 2/day
Digestive Advantage (Crohn's & Colitis), 1 Florastor, 50 mg 6MP, 1 Primadophilus reuteri, Remicade (7 infusions), 2.4 g Lialda, Forvia, 6 Colazal, 1 Anucort, Culturelle, Fish Oil, Calcium/Vit D supplement, 20 mg Prozac, VSL #3 DS, Turmeric