Thanks guys! I feel a little better knowing that I'm not crazy. But its a little frustrating because like Tap the pain is gone, but the bleeding and mucus has not :(
I've been considering the psyllium seed powder, I will definitely be giving it a try soon. Having this horrible disease is bad enough. Now that my relationship is going down the drain its making matters even worse. I will try to remain positive, sense stressing will not help.
I would like to comment on your relationship. I don't know if it is a husband/wife/friend, etc. but talk with them - make sure they understand it is temporary, you are sorry and that you don't have the control you would like to have. If this person really cares they will work on understanding. My husband and I both have taken steroid at different times - it sure can "try" the marriage (we have been married 48 years) but we work on understanding and knowing it won't last forever.