Hi i,m female and 37 ,i have had colitis a while now i think 2 years ans ive only ever had it under control once and that was in november 09 untill about
4 weeks ago and it flared up again :(,, and i am on pentasa tablets 2 twice a day and on salafalk enema once a day,, but in a morning i have noticed when i wipe my self there is what seems to be black liquidy bits there (sorry dont know how else to explain :( (),,, but its only when i do my foam the night previous? and past couple days noticed its a bit jellyish and got black in (sorry again )not loads but am just concerened,,i,m hoping its just the medication playing up :( i hope so,,, i was supposed to have a colonoscopy
last week they gave me Klean prep for me to take to empty the bowels the day before , u had to drink 3 to 4 litres of it,, i only managed to drink one litre and i was been sik and ill could not do it,, so never had camera ,, my doc also said i should not have been given this klean prep as its a contraindication with colitis, i,m having the camera because when i first had the cam and they took biopsy they could not determine which colitis it was,, ulcerative or what ever, so they want to find out,, i cant get hold of my consultants till tue with been bank holiday
to air my concerns over this worry i have with this black stuff,, i just dont want to think the worst,, i,m trying to be sooo positive,, but needed to talk to someone other than family thats why i joined this site,,, i dont want to worry my family all the time,, ive mentioned it to my husband and he is great with me but i dont like going on and on about
it,,, i just had no one else to ask,, i know it sounds disgusting and stuff just i needed to talk about
it or i will go insane x
also today was feeling ok and we had a kid free day,, so me and the hubby went to franky and bennys for a meal,, i ordered salmon fishcakes and baked potato,, sounded lovely,,, i only got to eat about 3 bits of fish cake and immediatly felt unwell and bit breathelss and not with it (maybe panick related ),, and needed to loo instantly,, i went and yes there was blood (sorry again) i just did not feel right,, my husband understands now, but i just wanted to get home, they did not charge me for my meal but we was going to pay , i felt awful,,, got in the car and i just cried n cried,, its like i cant go nowhere,, i,m getting where i dare not go for meals etc its getting me sooooo down i dont know what to do about it,,, we got home,, i needed to loo again, (slight blood) then got sat down and needed to go again , i just wondered does anyone else get this funny feeling just before they need the loo,, i cant explain it very well but its like a fuzzy feeling some times asif i am gonna pass out or something,, then i need the loo,,,please reply if u feel like this too?