So, some of you might remember me talking about
this before but if not, I'll just run through it again: Since I was a kid I've always picked at my fingers, sometimes til I bled. I feel this weight, I do it, and feel better. It could get pretty bad. A few weeks ago, it was getting a lot better, but now ever since I've been in Germany I'm just out of control. It's not just a few fingers, it's all of them, I get more of the finger than I used to and now I'm to the point where I can't do anything without bleeding (or without messing with them more). GAH. I can't wait til I get home (Sundayyyyy!). I can't really remember why I brought this up but I guess I'll just call it a rant for now. Ugh. I prolly wouldn't be so bad but my boyfriend's been being a tard and stressing me out, which I do NOT need right now. He better have his **** straight when I get home lol. Or preferably tonight when he gets online (which he BETTER do). He's usually really awesome about
My fingers look terrible X(
I don't really wanna go on meds for this but sometimes I think about
it. I mean I'm not generally this anxious, these aren't normal circumstances. Maybe I could just talk to a doctor and see if they have any tips or something. Who knows....
I can be strong about
so many things but this just keeps coming up and getting me.
Sorry for the rant, thanks for listening lol
Also, usually I do it when I'm bored, not anxious, but a lot of both has been going on here. I hope I let it go a bit when I get home. I can't wait.
20yr old female diagnosed with UC
in 2005 at age 15 Flaring
(and away from home)125mg Azathioprine 1xday 450mg Boswellia 1xday Arthritis
Also: asthma, acid reflux, and Raynaud's Syndrome
Post Edited (ElephantPipe) : 6/25/2010 5:45:09 AM (GMT-6)