We're human....crap happens, and we're made with defective genes...passed on from our parents, their parents, you to your children and changed from influence of the environment in which we live. God has nothing to do with the process of free will....Try not to remove yourself from control in which you do have.
There's no cure for UC, as there's no cure for many diseases. We're just one disease in many others. Not that it's a consolation, just a fact. Be angry for a while and learn to move forward. Have bad days, but plan for better ones.
Pining for the good old days should be a way for you to figure out how to make the soon to be days work better. It's your responsibility to be a good parent...seek the help you need and involve others who can help with the process.Therapy is a good thing...when you can afford it.Change your rectal meds from Canasa to retention enemas (Rowasa), and I agree to have your Vitamin D checked.I'm amazed that those who hate suffering so much want to have kids....q
Having kids is in no way, shape or form suffering. I love being a mom, I just wish I could enjoy it more. And even more than that, who loves to suffer? I don't know many people that do. I have a wonderful family and a great husband who, while he doesn't always understand, he supports me and that in itself is more than anyone could ask for. I was merely just venting to people who know how I feel.
Canasa is my only option right now because they are giving it to me for free for a year. I can't afford Rowasa, and even if I could get them to give it to me for free I would need to see a Dr. for a prescript
ion and I don't have the money to do so.