Good luck on wed. I think the prep is actually the worst part of it.
But I understand your being nervous. That sucks about the improperly sanitized equipment.
Your soft and increased BMs are probably due to anxiety.
Let us know how it goes.
Dx - UC 09/2010.Tried various Mesalamine enemas/suppos/pills with Prednisone for several rounds without any help.PaleoDiet of proteins,veggies,salads, fruits, & protein shakes w/almond milk, Liquid Minerals& Vitamins,Maca powder,L-Glutamine 15g, D-Ribose 5g,L-ArgEthylEster,chia seeds,VSL#3,K2,VIt. D3 100,000 IU every 10 days.Transdermal LDN put me remission!