Heh, I got no problems with you having a surgery. I have a problem with the fact that you go straight for the bag. Many people on this board have a j pouch and they love it.
Suebear trecked around the world with the j pouch
ByebyeUC loves her J pouch
There is a guy on here that does motocross and has a j pouch.
check this guy out:www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDoujZ1K8ww
But hey man, it's you. Let me tell you, I am not in the best shape myself, maybe not as worse as you but I've been flaring since it all started...yet, I'll flinch at the thought of a bag all my life. Temporary maybe.....
DX Ulcerative Colitis (pancolitis) - May 2011. (Remicade Max/6 wks, LDN, SCD, vitam.)
"Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you' gonna get. " by Forrest Gump