Thank you all for your kind, and honest replies.. We are going to sit down this weekend and talk things out - my biggest concern is that I know what I'm like, and I feel like I've stopped caring, and I really don't know if that could come back..
I have made a few enquiries about
somewhere to stay, short term initially, with some longer term possibilities.
He's always known what I was looking for from a relationship, when we first moved in together, he said I needed to stop thinking about
the future and live in the here and now, which I obviously understand, but perhaps trying to kill off my hopes was because he's so unsettled. Who knows.. But I won't put aside my dream to have a family because he can't let go of somebody else's. I also won't stick around for an empty promise - telling me "you'll get what you want one day if you stay" just isn't enough.
We'll have a chat this weekend and things will be decided one way or another. I've booked time off work next week as a 'just-in-case', so we'll see..
May 2016 DX changed to Crohn's Disease
Symptoms 11 yrs, Dx Jan 2014 UC 15cm, extended to 21cm Feb 2016, 40cm April 2016 - Current Dx IBD-U
Four tapered course of Prednisolone (Sept 14, Aug 15, Nov 15, April 16).
Olsalazine - 4g daily
Methotrexate - 15mg/week
Hospitalised 1wk April 16
Acidophilus 20billion - 1 capsule daily