I'm sorry OP. I'm in the hospital right now because of that pain that just makes you heave...I was ready to beat my head in to make it stop.
Started feeling a bit better yesterday evening then the wee dark hours of the morning back to square one.
I get where you are coming from regarding surgery. It's scary and I worry but a big part of me would be relieved if that cut sucker out!!!!!!
Sorry to hear of your pain. I know too well how excruciating it is. I haven't been able to move much from the sofa this morning because of the pain.
Yeah me too I'm worried as it's going to be such a big change but in exchange I'll be getting control of my life back and actually being able to leave the house in a relaxed state will no doubt be a welcomed thing for me after nearly 3 years of constant suffering.