Thanks for the response notsosicklygirl, yeah I'm doing the 3 step. I wish I could just do the surgeries this fall but the program is pretty intensive and I wouldn't be able to get all the time off.
I think what you said about
the new treatments and how most likely if you've failed all the other treatments the new one probably won't work. I know you said it sounds negative, but I think it's a great idea to focus on the negatives from the colon. I need to work harder on this and stop romanticizing the few good days I had.
Thanks again :D