Could you get bag again???
Omg I don't want that. This triggers me hard. I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight edit thanks I'm in a full blown mental breakdown and I still have to go to the pharmacy. I can't go scream crying like I'm doing right now
What's the difference? You can still get inflammation in your intestine whether it's up through your belly or down at your anus? It doesn't matter. My autoimmune disease is active no matter what
I'm on azathioprine why isn't this already enough? I'm getting ready to pick up cipro too. I'm afraid it comes back after two weeks on it
What's funny though is when I was without aza I soiled myself a couple times at night. Started aza again and I'm now able to sleep without diapers. I can even fart. Why is it still pouchitis? The inflammation is clearly visible in the pictures. If I ever get this under control will I get even better?
Surgeries are not a cure and the whole procedure with my surgeon and everything was such a bad experience in my life. Never in my life did I realize what a bad person I am and I've been aware of this 24/7 now. It's so exhausting. I still have people tell me I'm rude even though I don't mean it and I think I'm normal and everything is fine. It catches it me off guard each time I get told I look angry and I'm rude. I'm such a waste of life.
Post Edited (Andrina) : 12/16/2019 7:17:17 PM (GMT-7)